i'm 19 and this blog mainly features daily rants about life and lots of thinspo.
i'm 5"6. goal weight - 115lbs.
i need this
really uncontrollably upset right now. i have my final exam tomorrow but that doesnt even phase me, i accepted long ago i wasnt going to pass no.. no it’s not that, my mother called me a fat stupid bitch and told me she was concerned about my size to my father so i went into the kitchen and freaked out, cooked some bread then threw it on the floor and threw the butter on the floor and now im in my room sobbing my heart out. why are my priorities so messed up? the fact that my life is going nowhere doesnt make me cry yet my stupid morbidly obese mothers comments hurt like nothing i’ve felt before.
i wish she’d love me so much, its all i want, but i will never be her daughter until im as thin as she was when she was my age.
my eyes hurt from crying.